meditation #....

and i think..
are we ever not creating?
is anyone ever NOT creating.
no. never. never is anyone ever not creating. the word artist
is a disservice  to our fertile fields of mind and chemical compositions. left unattended
unobserved. a child alone raising self in the wild.

   i think..
it's just where does our creation exist...outside of self or in.
is it visible or in...
I was afraid, i said to him.
until i realized...it's your creation.
it is not bigger or more powerful than you...

we tuck and we stuff. we "get over" and "move on"
we conjure fictional places called "away" and "nowhere"
but there is no such place... it is always somewhere
who told the lie of zero. it is a (w)hole full of seeds. the door of all.
no-thing. does not exist.

for gods sake..for the sake of ourselves..may we
take roll--call attendance in ourselves every moment of
the day raise our hands and say present.

                                         

                "incurable" she says.

                hmph. i hold my anger at such simplistic thinking.

                what an absolutely irrelevant word.

                what about, "transformable."  

                                                                                                send in the angels.
 i will be on the frontline
spitting fireballs at  monsters and fear.